First Day of School

The first day of school for horrible for me. First off we went to a meet your teacher thing on monday as soon as Irelynn walks into class this boy gets in her face and growls. Then she sees some girls coloring so she goes to sit with them and asks what they are coloring and the girl responds "why are you talking to me?" So I was already worried about her. Then I take her to school and she is really timid and doesn't want me to leave. I was doing ok. I didn't think I would cry because I was counting down the days until I had my free time but then her teacher gave me a little baggy with tea and a poem about how she's not my baby anymore she started school. I managed to only get teary eyed but not cry. When I went back to our van after dropping her off I realized I left the van door wide open so I set down the keys and buckled Kalaya and shut the door locking her inside the van with my keys... Luckily my sister lives close and brought me a spare set. I got home and read the poem to Troy and cried my eyes out. I couldn't stop crying. Then I fought with Kalaya all day to keep a diaper on. Next thing I know she comes walking into the living room with poo on her hands, nose, feet and butt and no diaper on. Then we pick up Irelynn from school and she says to me " I don't know why girls don't like me" apparently the girls were mean to her and wouldn't talk or play with her. So of course I told her it was because she was so pretty and they were jealous. I've decided it's even worse living school through your kids than doing it yourself. I am not looking forward to the next 12-18 years we have of it